When I tell you God is an on time God and He will bring things back to you to encourage your heart believe me. I never hardly use this page anymore and this post from sometime ago popped up!!!!

Unapoligetically Raw!

My first instinct was to hide my face and flee from everything and everyone. I did an awful thing. No excuses. Sin said hide, no one will listen to you now.

God said, Not yet.I needed you to see some things. I am going to turn this around. I made you and I know you. Your sisters and brothers are your keepers, this was on Facebook several days, they know where you live, even if they may not know your number, they know your number is on messages in Facebook, and know where you live. How many of them looked at it, instead if caĺling or coming to you, they, laughed, talked among each other and said, I am not telling her, you tell her.

Jesus heard your conversations. God is my judge and Jesus is my Rock.

God said, thou shall not have no other gods before me.

By my word I was justified, and by my words, I have been condemned.

This is December 30th, my first born minime’s birthday and the day my closest brother slept away from this world. He was not perfect; but he kept me grounded and kept it real with me and everyone.

My dad died In December and so many other things happened in December.

I am in no way making excuses for myself, I am simply stating that in my zest to do good, evil is always present.

God said to me this morning, write!!

Being obedient to His commandment, I am here doing what God requires.

He said, to me you are not a turtle, which ducks his head, into the shell for cover, and protection, you are a city that sits on a hill and cannot be hid.

He said to me, Kat, you are not perfect, you are forgiven.

He said, I chose you imperfect, because you welcomed Me in.

I asked that a vessel be willing, and I live inside these imperfect (churches) because I choose to.

Now! You always preaching look at the glass or cup half full, now is your time to practice what you preach.

Romans 12:1 Paul gives us a command from God.

Paul to churches said, and I paraphrase, I beg you to present your bodies as living sacrifices, Holy and acceptabe that is just a reasonable thing to do.

Now, because God uses my body (church) for His glory, Kat is not exempt from temptation by Satan.

In my quest for eternal life, I have made and will continue to make mistakes, but, if I cut and hide, or run from God’s people, I am no different than the hypocrite.

God said, you must lead by example. I said Lord, I am leading by example, I am giving up being a preacher, I am giving up all of my Chaplain positions for bringing a reproach to the positions.

God said, I am not the Savior of perfect people, I went to the cross, allowed man to shed my perfect Son’s blood, for the sinner.

He said, Kat, while you were sinning, My son, Jesus died.

You represent the Lion of Judah, who are you that you should see yourself perfect? God said, I chose you because I knew you would give my Word straight, and you would hold yourself accountable.

You will hold your head up, you will keep giving voice to the voiceless and hope to the hopeless for me. You will use your mistake as a teachable moment, you will accept responsibility for your actions. You have asked me forgiveness, and that is what I honor.

You are an imperfect human serving a perfect, God. He said, when my Son, Jesus met the woman at the well, Jesus asked those who fought to condemn her to cast the first stone and at the culmination of that encounter, only my Son and the woman was left standing.

God said my Word will stand forever. He said, I, God, hold the key to death, hell and the grave. He said no man is fit to judge another human being. That task is mine, so you apologize on the same page where you sinned, I have forgiven you and you are still my vessel, I am using.

God said if people were perfect, there would not be a need for my Son, Jesus to die.

People, Family, PHAmily, Sorors and friends. God has no respector persons.

We all must lay our sins at Jesus’ feet.

I will hold my head up high. God made me and He knows my heart.

He know my thoughts and I am nothing without Him.

This is the time Satan want to put us to shame as preachers.

It will take more for him to come after me. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I have been purchased with the precious blood of the crucified Savior, I will not be a turtle, why would I, when I have the Lion of Judah guarding my body.

This sermon is for more than me.

Someone needs to know that leaders, preachers, and every human being will stand before the righteous judge one day, and that judge will determine where we all spend eternity.

Lord, I have sinned before man and you. Please forgive me and welcome me home. I do not fear what man thinks of me.

Lord, I revere you. Let my life Lord and let my actions be an example to some loss soul. Let my weakness and my plea for forgiveness save someone who may think that he/she did something so demeaning that there is no forgiveness.

This is to someone who may be too depressed and ashamed that he/she cannot be redeemed. Take a minute and see that Jesus loves you despite your failure, Jesus loves you and He is there, waiting for you to let Him back in. The same way you pushed Him out is the same way you let Him back in.

The Word tells us, Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

St Matthew 23 chapter, Jesus admonishes us not to see any man or woman as His equal, no matter what offices they hold, see them as your brother and sister. He said do not put your trust in them, they are flawed just like you.

There is one God, father of us all. They know scripture, he said, obey what they teach you but do not pattern yourself after them. Jesus said, there is one Teacher, one Master. We all have that one Master and He is in Heaven. Jesus in Heaven is our Master. I humble myself before my sisters and brothers and ask your forgiveness and I am moving forward. I am no longer under the law of Moses. I am under God’s twins Grace and Mercy.

I do not fear what the Brothers and Sisters can do to me; I fear what God almighty will do to me when I stand at the judgment throne.

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If you are out here and you feel that your sin is so bad that you do not want to go on, God is saying to you, I am married to the backslider. God is saying to all of us, return unto me, and I will come in, I will be your father and you will be my children. Is there anything too hard for God?

Take your testimony, take your life and offer it to Jesus. He will intercede to His father.

As we have one more day left in 2020, will you say goodbye world, and hello Jesus? Behold, Christ stands at your door and knock, will you let Jesus in?

It is my mini-me who said, ” mom, you just asked us to forgive you for putting pictures of my father out there, here you are two days later asking us to forgive you for putting pictures out there of you.”

As she read me the riot act using all of my teachings to her, I had to spend several minutes explaining to her again, that all the pictures were uploaded at the same time. After further examination by my jurors, it was discovered that the pictures of me were actually out there first, but they overlooked those because they were so focused on the harm that I did to their father.

Are you happy that God is not like man?

Give your life to the true Master, the true Savior.

Let nothing stand between you and the Lord. Forgive and be forgiven.

If God see fit to give you 2021. Run for Him, live for Him. Do not be a Victim, you are a Victor.

Word of God for the people of God.

If you are sinless, stone me to death, because, if I lose my life, I will gain it again, Amen, Amen Amen again.